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kok gak ada yg share sihhh
gapapa deng..jd blog pri g yahhh
last sunday...i had broken heart..I had told my self tis would be the last time to meet or disturb him...so..buddha really helpin me...finally that day...i had somethin to be remember...hao de huei yi...
temen g broken heart..ternyata g juga scr sadar, harus lepasin dia...walau g sadar, banyak fktr yg menyebbakan gue gak bs jln bareng atau punya "hati" sama dia...
masalah klasik, dia berondong, tapi dia smart, en cool...but
g sadarrrr...it just a good dream..it would be turn to a bad one...
Be4 that happen..I want to remembering him..gud ly..
hahhaha...g terlalu gampang suka sih apalage belakangan ini, sejak join DC, g bnyk knl co2 smart en positif, hebat2...gmn gak jatuh cinta coba wakakkaka
menangis semalam..abis karaoke di inul gading...biar plg deg2an takut baju g dilempar didepan pntu...whew..untg kagak..en g sempet utk say farewell dgn menangis sesaat...
krn g sadar maybe tis is the best 4 me en him....
g sempet blg ke temen gue...dia patah hati msh muda, br jicap...g jicap jit...g ksh tau alasan gue napa gak bs sm berondong, walau g umur dh tuir dibilang gak kelihatan....msh imut wakkakak
pandangan gue jelas lbh kedepan...co2 dgn selisih umr lbh muda misal ampe 5-6thn, gak akan mkir soal merit en pny anak..mrk msh have fun aje...gebet sana sini...juga finansial gak akan mendkg...krn gue jujuuur emng cr cln misua bkn pacaran or else...ttm apalage wekks
tapi stlh g pkr panjang...g trm aja nasib g banyakan kenal temen2 berondong esp guys...
mgnk one day, jodoh misua gue...berondong..yg gak bs g tolak...
but buddhist is a must...
thx dc...setelah g lewatin fase hdp g yg brk 1 thn terakhir dgn nyaris bnh diri...g merasa g bs berarti sesuatu disini..en g makin "budis" bukan buddha ktp lage..
so..skrg g fokus cr ker baru, diet biar muat gaun pengapit, hehehe, cri cr bgmn jadi magnet +, utk bantu org lain..dgn begini..masa kecil g yg dibi;lang beruntung dr yg dikolong jmbtn en yatim piatu, tapi gak lbh brk dr anak orkay...
g haus ksh sayang...itu knp..kalo org lbh baik en ksh perhatian sm gue...gue akan inget sekecil2nya detil2 kecil...yg mngkn terlupkan org lain...tapi gak akan terlewatkan sm gue..
walo ortu g kolot, en suka kdrt sm anak..tukang ngomel..g msh bersyukur yahh...ada yg perhatian..walo dgn cr yg gak gue sukain...sakit taukkk hanya 1 penyesalan gue..mrk gak prnh 1 kali pun percaya sm gue...
nah disini..g bs berati buat org lain..jd merasa sok obsesi bntu org hehehe...
kekekekke...kejar target..krn g merasa my life is so short..and also so precious en beautiful...although i almost suicide...
as alittle, i had killed lots of black sweet ants...i play wth them ...
thats why...I had learned and hear Mr wowor said, if i wanna make it EVEN, i had to let go...lots of human beings which were trapped...to shw my compassion...
last, I wont disturb him again...hopefully he didnt realize who the 1 that I mean hehhehe
short love feeling...but I had been broken heart, n buried my love, also forced to kill my feelings too often...that makes me stronger..and my tears not too much heheh
bye my luv
BBU
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